Foreword

Sometimes we have no control over things
that makes us sad or angry. Our emotions
change from day to day. We develope
more and more with every experience bad
or good. Life is a castle that can collapse
anytime if we remove more and more
bricks from it. Happiness is the key but I
am still searching for it. Sadness is an
emotional pain associated with, or
characterized by, feelings of disadvantage,
loss, despair, grief, helplessness,
disappointment and sorrow. Individual
experiencing sadness may become quiet
or lethargic, and withdraw themselves
from others.

All of my problems
All of my tears
All of my fears
I’ll just let them drown

Tears fall to the ground
I don’t hear a sound
All of it’s blurry
They’re all of my worries

Tears fall to the ground
I’ll just let them drown

I never wanted to alienate from you
I just needed some space
Supernova is happening
I feel the rebirth coming again

I stood up from my grave
Took the stone away
Put the rose down
And made my way home

I feel like I’m starting to live
I feel like my life isn’t sinking in
I don’t feel the pain
I will stay sane
I start to forget your name

Oh I will always remember last January
How we stood outside on the new years eve
Oh my
How was I so blind
To hurt me like it never was real
Oh I will remember that same last
December
How I said that I wanna be free
But you came and messed up my clarity
You made me insane
But it’s only you that I needed to blame
And my brain

Oh that same last December
Would you even remember?
How I strongly believed
Oh my, do I even feel alive?
To be my own victim of this reality

We will remain childs in our hearts
We will chant under the stars
Under every circumstances
We have so many happenstances

This is the border I will set
It is all under my breath
All the stars practically aligned
But they made us so blind
I deconstructed my whole excistence
That was already obstructed
Society held a gun against my head
I think it might be my dad…

I think that depression came like an obsession to me
Cuz she took all of my love, hurt and fear
My anxcious body is shivering through my whole spine
Lilith can you take her back so I can be fine?

I can’t sleep so I feel when it kicks in
I just sit down and look up
Waiting for annihilation
Will this place be my armagedon?
Or am I just a decoy of my own misery?