stardust

In this time, space, life, form of design.
We fade. Stars light up.
Someday they’ll die and turn into dust

I get drunk when I’m alone
I dance all night long
Maybe I drank a glass or two or five
I’m not sure
My emotions are pressing on my time

Seems hard looking at the clock
It’s sometime after midnight
I just walk around the block
And wonder how I should pose
Being myself is messed up
But cool, funny, miserable, and strong
The story from years ago, going on and on

Galactic blue rays
Walk through a sea of glitter
Streets made of milky way
Wishing a wish upon a stars as they flicker

Starlight turns into stardust
The sparks fly through my nerves
Connecting memories from the past
How long will my brain serve?
Under these circumstances
Depression above me glances
What are my chances?
Will I jump into more romances?
My misery enhances!

I don’t care
I don’t think about it now
I just want to laugh
Dance and cry
Be a menace
Even if only tonight

Stars turn into dust
How long will my joy last?
Until misery kisses me on the cheek
Brushes a cold hand on my shoulder
Happiness is only a stupid thing I seek
Will death be my closure?

Joyful starts turn into dead dust
Pouring over some stupid trust
People come and go
Maybe shouting starts will come after all
The shit I do every fucking day
The days I wake up I wish I could pretend
Oh my what did I do
How to survive in this universe

I can but…
I can’t

Existence is a key to be free
But sometimes it kills the joy
Because you’re in this world
The world that is disturbed
It’s morbid

Stars shine bright at first
Black matter as center of it all
Soon they will all disperse
Turn into a black hole

Stars fly away
Leaving a dusty path
Sparks turn gray
With particles full of wrath

I’m flying somewhere far
I may be a dust now
But once I was a star